Part Five: Confirmations
Self-delusion is that fiction in which we create realities in which there is little substance. We see it all the time. Delusional states of mind and consciousness are very often the result of escapism from the harshness of life, a break in between the lower thinking mind and the circumstances of a person’s daily bread.
Every person in our age knows that hard days come, especially so and more frequently so, when we begin to search in earnest for the truth of life and its meaning. And sometimes, we get more truth than we can assimilate and we feel as though we are literally losing our minds. Because you are. You are losing your mind. You are losing your old ways of thinking, perceiving, and being. The ism’s you were raised on, the belief systems you swallowed without thinking them through, and the “education” you received for all those many, bland years.
Remember, your mind is really a body that you wear, just like your physical body. You also have an emotional body, a spiritual body, and a light body, or etheric. These are just as real and have just as important parts as the body you feed, wash, and put to sleep every day. The mind needs to be fed, too. But, when it’s whole creation and construction is fabricated UPON LIES and FALSEHOODS, then we can rightly say that you are insane. Because your thinking must needs be insane, if built upon fictions. If your parents are insane as well, then you were raised in an insane environment, filled with passed-on lies, fed to them and regurgitated to you. If you were raised in the “network” than this phenomenon is decidedly more so; insanely more so. These mental bodies or minds, are lumpy, poorly lit, often cloudy, and have breaks and canyons in them, often with dark swirling clouds and very rigid forms we’ll call Religion, God, the Devil, Love, Lust, Nation, Sports, etc. From this lumpy, seething mass one must perceive reality, think through reality, and function as a soul. Really…
Vastly different then is the man or woman or child that sees life rightly, and from an early age, seeks out the truth of things. Their mental body is like a shining tower of beauty of geometry, with scintillating colors and patterns and energy forms. They, by their mere presence, shatter minds wherever they go, because the bright and brilliant forms of their mental bodies act as wonderful earthquakes in the lumpy minds of the insane and deluded souls trapped on Earth. Wherever they go, even if they do not speak, they are working miracles in the minds of those around them. Those so fortunate to be around such enlightened souls often start questioning the nature of things, looking at things with new eyes, and most importantly, begin to look at their own lives to see if living the way they do is really of any value and if the things they’ve been giving time, energy, and money to is also of any value.
In the search of truth, those of us that have been living under the shadow of state-sanctioned education and equally insane peers and parents, find that everything we know is a lie. It turned out to be a fiction and come one fine day, we feel we are going crazy. “It’s just too much for me!” “It’s all a lie!” “You’re all liars and frauds!” And so on. The degree in which we were deluded by our self-serving absorption of the “facts of life” is the same degree we feel that we are going nuts. And you are. Going nuts that is. This is so, because you ARE CHANGING YOUR BODY, THE MIND. All that you know as reality is dropping out of your mind, the forms dissolving, and the constructs changing shape. The old rigid forms are breaking apart with the force of small explosions (it literally and clairaudiently sounds like thunderclaps) and the reason for this feeling of losing one’s mind is because THAT IS EXACLY WHAT IS HAPPENING.
Now, we know that in order to fill a vessel, it must first be emptied. In order to fill a mind with truth, you must perforce empty it of all lies, distortions, and speciousness. And remember, our sense of identity is one of a mental viewpoint and the consciousness thread is anchored in the mental body. So, as you sweep all the garbage out of your head regarding history, love, God, Heaven, Hell, and EVERYTHING, you feel that you, too, are being swept away with it. But if you think about it, this is impossible. You, the soul behind your thoughts, feelings and body are the OBSERVER. The sense of being swept away and losing your mind is YOUR IDENTIFICATION WITH THOSE FORMS, how much of you that YOU put into them. “My country, right or wrong!” “Everyone who doesn’t go to church is going to burn in hell!” And all the other IDENTIFICATIONS that we assigned our beingness to are dissolving as the lies they are, from us, the watcher. As these forms die, we feel we are dying too.
Good. Let them die. They need to die. The pain you feel, the loss, the sense of losing your identity is the vacuum being created as the old house burns to the ground, making way for the new house you are going to build with the truth. The truth regarding everything. As your search for truth keeps burning down more dusty rooms filled with garbage, hate, rats, slime, filth, and debris, the quicker the new you is going to bloom, find peace, and a way out of madness. The madness that is the fiction of all the lies ever told since the beginning of creation.
Gone will be the days of judgment, hate, separation, diseased thinking, being a parrot or a good little doggy, and they will be replaced by clarity, freedom, a brand new self-image built upon the most wonderful constructs ever imagined, and happily, all that is in the higher worlds will notice that hey, guess who’s walking our way today? They will stop, give a slight nod of respect, admiration, and encouragement as you continue to clear out the old junk from your mind/mental body and build in their place, a whole new way of looking at the world, history, and life from first-hand information and the TRUTH.
Old things will fade. Let them fade. Old things will die, but put up a fight. Let them die. Help them die. And as you feel those little tugs of screaming from the mental elemental as it tries to win back its old power over you, just remind it that hey, you’ll have a better house than the one before so help me help you, crying does no good, friend.
Doing this is a natural thing and frankly, quite necessary. I know many people who say they are on a spiritual path, but one quick glance at their fractured minds built upon millions of lies told, received, and then reinforced by them, shows quickly that they are far from it. The carnal man must die so the spiritual man can live. The confused mind must die so the mind built upon truth and honestly can live.
The way out of madness is killing off the madness within ourselves first. That is done with the truth. And here’s another vital point, if not the most important. You will be unable to hear the truth if you are not in pursuit of it in toto. Keep being a lying, two-faced stinker and when someone presents the truth to you, you will be unable to hear it. At all. The solution is an honest search for the truth and the best place to start looking for it is yourself. By looking at your life and seeing all the noise and nonsense in that needs to take a hike and go, is the absolute first step in mental freedom. You must start speaking the truth, acting it out, and giving it out as best as you are able, no matter what can of lying fraud you usually are. Small steps first, will make the bigger ones easier later. Keep telling lies and being a liar, and you can trip over the truth and you will never know it. Ever. Ever.
The truth begins with you. YOU. As we’ve learned so far in this discourse, the truth isn’t outside some place, under a rock, or in some saint’s hand—though that may be the case—it’s in YOU. And for truth to bloom and build you a new mind, full of truth, beauty, and goodness, you have to be it’s builder. IT’S YOU WHO BUILDS YOUR THINKING, IT’S YOU WHO BUILDS YOUR THOUGHTS, IT’S YOU WHO BUILDS YOUR PERCEPTIONS WITH TRUTH. If you are expecting some angel to lay it on you, then you will be waiting for a very long time, friend. Especially if that angel sees what a rotten, lying bullshit artist you usually are. Tough words, I know. But to the point.
If you want the truth of creation, be the truth of yourself first. It’s absolutely the only prerequisite pertaining to truth. Tell lies, deceive others, and you’ll end up so confused by so many fictions out there, that you will be unable to tell one person’s truth from another persons’ lies. It all will just seem like a mixing blend of sewage with no end in sight. If that describes you, than your solution is obvious then.
So, get you to it. At once. Start with yourself. Be honest. Direct. If the urge to tell a falsehood wells up in you because that’s what you do always and from day one, squelch that nasty dog and put it down. In it’s place, utter the truth. Whatever it is. Once you start doing this, you’ll create virtual tsunamis in your mental body that will start creating wave forms that will begin to shatter the old forms. Good. Very good. Keep on with the truth. The more honest you become, the faster the clearing process will go. And that’s what you want, right off. To get it over with, fast.
The good news is, as this process starts inside you, it will ALSO START OUTSIDE YOU, WITH THE WORLD. Oh happy day! See, it’s all symbiotic, my friends. What is within is also without; what is above, is also below. See how cool that all is? Totally awesome!
Really great as well, is this whole breaking down of the lies built by the lizard realities. And even better news is, you ARE GOING TO BE HELPED IN THIS PROCESS. You will have help from ON HIGH. You are hearing the truth now. You will have help in ways so amazing that it will seem as if the Most High himself has personally chosen to fill your vessel. Because He has. The promise made is the promise delivered. Unlike the reptiles whose whole life and lives are built upon ever reeking piles of stink, you have chosen wisely and have found that all the ancient promises hold true. You will see that you are loved. You will know that you are loved. You will start being loving. You will start seeing the truth. Your eyes, in all their finer qualities and grades of perception will finally open and the truth of reality will come pouring into you, filling you with joy, splendor, and…peace…as to defy any imagination.
Unlimited, wonderful, peace. As your mind/mental body begins anew with new creations and constructs built upon truth and truth-telling, as you know it, you will abide in truth and it’s wonderful brothers and sisters: joy, a sense of freedom, loving and being loved, happiness (and for many, for the first time in their lives, to be sure), etc, but best of all, with truth comes this beauty: A new self-image.
The average man and woman’s self image is so very often, so horrible, so ugly, that it amazes that they can even function. “I am shit. I am unworthy. I am unlovable. I am terrible.” And why? Because some nasty critter told them so once and they believed it. Believed it so fiercely that they have been acting out those negative self-images from an early age and it has been the ruination of their whole life. How many people have chosen terrible relationships because they felt they weren’t worthy of anything better? Made poor career choices? And let all the better seeds of beauty within themselves, wither and die—all because of low self-esteem? The first things to die—again, happily—are these negative self-images. And why? Because they are LIES. These lies die first. Thank you for that, Dad. Thank you for killing these out of us first.
How long have we been told we were nothing? How long have our peers and parents from a young age scolded us in a fit of rage (projecting outward their own negative self-images, btw, unable to cope with their own constructs) and told us we were garbage. And, because we were being emotional at the time, we were receptive to this and being emotional makes us susceptible to post-hypnotic suggestion—that’s why the lizards say those things to us, when we are down and self-indulgent. Fact. It’s evil to do that thing to a child, but do it they do. And not only to freejacks, but as well to their own kind. That’s how messed up the network is, friends.
Now, here comes the great part. It’s just the wonderful way the whole thing works. The way of truth comes always with physical plane confirmation. That means, as you pursue truth and being truthful, the higher agencies will provide events in your life that will confirm for you beyond any doubt, that you are seeing correctly, knowing correctly, and living correctly. And it’s something completely outside the vampire’s realm to control. That means they will be unable to steer you with lies and get you believing baloney, as they have before.
Of course, you will know the confirmations as they arrive because that’s just yet another wonderful way the whole thing was designed. As you are being more honest, then the reality of things will be more honest with you, even if the dark side throws every lie at your feet to get you to fall. You’ll see the lies, games, scams, and foils for what they are…and smile. As I do ten times a day. Every day. Confirmations are little tidbits of things that fall across your path, that only you will be able to make sense of, that will confirm for you the reality of both truth and their evil twin, lies. You’ll see both. This is to let you know you are OKAY. You are growing, expanding, and finding your self, the Kingdom of God within. Once these start occurring in your life—and they become so frequent as to be every day—never again will the darksiders be able to con you or grift you into yet one of the many old scams of yore. Sure, they’ll hit you with every doubt attack in the arsenal, but so what. You’ll see through it all. And smile.
When this happens and happen it will, you’ll now be the fiery soul who helps others without lifting a finger to do so. Your beingness alone will cleanse THEIR mental bodies and start THEM on the road to freedom, just be being in the same room as them. Or being in traffic next to them, or wherever life leads you. And it will, you know. Make good of the new you. Wherever you go, you will radiate truth. Children will see it first in you. Smile, walk up to you, grab you by the legs and hug you. Fact. Animals, too. All of creation will unconsciously respond to you wherever you go, sidling up to your truth. Which is the one truth. Which is truth. For all.
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