Part Six: The Awakening Process
Of all the sections to this article, this may well be the most important section and also, the most difficult to discuss. Obviously, this is so because as stated before, we are all such highly individual personalities and souls, with different growth rates, learning curves, potentials, and relationships with the divine and the mundane worlds. It’s easy and dangerous to label those still slumbering as fools and dunderheads, especially when for you, reality and the truth of things is becoming a blooming rose. But, that kind of narrow-minded and judgmental viewpoint is also indicative of elitism: the completely retarded and stunted idea that one is better than another simply because one knows more. As anyone with a functioning soul knows and understands, elitism is the mark of a sick mind, programmed by even sicker minds, producing someone who actually believes they are superior to others simply because the know more or were raised with more money, or were told in their temple that they were the “chosen ones.” From such viewpoints, all evil proceeds.
For reality is the destruction of such warped and twisted mindsets. Mindsets that express elitism are more than dangerous; they are practically the root of the problem of our or any age. Racism is such a mindset. When you hear and see anglos being openly called “crackers” and “white boys” on TV—along with a laugh track and everyone smiling—then you are witnessing the tacit approval of engineered racism mindset being reinforced upon all the other races; i.e., it’s wrong for anyone to call a Chinese person a “chink” but it’s okay to call a white man, “cracker.” These mindsets, like elitism, are simply publicly engineered brainwashing and mind control protocols. Those who perforce function in these modalities are already slaves. Those who sell it to the world, are the evil handlers and slave holders, the “chosen ones.”
Going in new directions, as we find ourselves, we know that everything that was a label or a mindset must be looked at with new eyes and with new thinking so that we ourselves can decide under the tests of what is right and noble, to see how much of ourselves is really mindset programming and how much of it remains that is truly our own. How much of you is you? Can anyone truly say? Honestly? How much of our perception of relationships, money, the work ethic, honesty, decency, family, creativity, and honor are values programmed into us by the slave-holders and how much of it is truly from ourselves.
Our road towards freedom demands that we look honestly and sincerely at every aspect of our lives and with a degree of objectivity so that we can decide once and for all if what we believe, what we do, and how we think is really healthy and wise, or unhealthy and frankly, insane.
Doing this personal investigation of our mind sets, our thinking, the way we treat ourselves and others, why we do the things we do is probably the most indicative aspect of someone who is undergoing an awakening of spirit in their life. The best questions are the easiest and the hardest, because in finding the answers to these questions will reveal volumes about yourself. They are:
Who am I?
What do I need?
Where have I been?
Where am I going?
Secondary questions, once these have been sincerely given treatment, are:
Why do I get angry?
Why am I unhappy?
What is it in my life that is weighing me down?
Why do I think the way I do?
To become free you must first know. And the first thing to know about is yourself. Flat out, that’s it. Everything else is droid living. Waking, showering, eating, doing, eating, TV, then sleep. Plus the occasional activity.
Ever watch people build up so much activity in their lives and then have a day or an hour of downtime? They go crazy. They fidget and squirm.
And the reason for this is simple. Activities keep them from facing themselves. Even when driving—a supposed downtime for many, or at least it used to be—there they are chatting on the phone to anyone whose ear they can bend for the duration of the drive. This indicates a fractured mind or mental body; these people are running from themselves, because in that running, they are procrastinating and pushing off the deeper realities of their soul that wants communication with them through reflective meditation. Another example of this is the constant stream-of-consciousness chatterbox, who cannot shut up. Yak, yak, yak, and on it goes, never ending; constantly externalizing every thought and opinion on anything as if everyone wants to hear it. The spiritual truth of such souls is that THEIR soul is forcing them to, because they have run everyday from their own self-analysis, that in the act of externalizing, they are hearing with words, all the pent up garbage that is overloading their lower mind. It’s a kind of safety valve for the insane. The sad part is seeing such things in teenagers and early twenties, because it shows that their whole lives—thanks to network parents mainly—has kept them so busy with agency sponsored activities, that their lower mental body is literally a seething cauldron of programming, mindsets, and lies that its boiling over in their speech. And what a chat it is, too. Notice how ongoing, opinionated, and judgmental it is… Sigh, there isn’t a sign of their real selves in any of it, all just regurgitated TV programming, news programming, agency programming, elitism programming, et al. Sometimes you wait months for the real them to show up, and then, at the table, it lasts for only a few minutes and all the programming shows back up. Months…
Can anyone say they have truly given themselves a good thorough going over in the whys and whats of their actions and speech? For this is awakening. That means slowing down for some time every day and really thinking about life, your self, who you are, what you needs are (as opposed to desires, which is a completely separate thing), and why you are the way you are. Give that activity some time. Do that, rather than run to the gym or get busy with another pointless activity or online game that in the end leaves you the same zero as you were before.
How this all works is simply, again, seeing yourself as you really are. With honestly, without judgment, without condemnation, and without attachment to what you see and what you’ve done with your life. Just look. For in that looking will reveal itself volumes about the nature of you, the meaning of you, the way of you, and the purpose of you.
In that looking, you will have help. For as the observer, divinity will inspire you with certain memories and observational hints that will give moment and meaning to the main chords of your life. You’ll see why you have, in the past, behaved the way you have. How much of you was in that activity, and how much of it was just ongoing programming shoved down your throat since you were a child.
Nothing is more revealing than sitting and reflecting about the nature of ourselves and our relationship to life, in all its facets and forms. For our time is bursting with energies and Higher Agencies which wish to help us, should we but avail ourselves to this by taking these tiny little baby steps.
Gone are the things to do. It’s time to be. And being is knowing. And knowing is observing, first ourselves, then the world. For after all, everything is symbiotic, or relational in myriad ways.
Why do you do the things you do? Say the things you say? Feel the things you feel?
Of course, in these discourses I am talking wholly about those souls who are aspiring to divinity, recognize that these times are quite special for such upgrades, and are in all earnestness. Darksiders could care less. Everything they do is about slinging arrows and wounding; the harsher and more violent, the better. Everything that comes from them is a sneering contempt barely veiling their hatred of the higher ways of Spirit.
For that is all they feel inside, hatred and contempt. They want two things: power and money. That’s it. And they’ll do anything, serve any dark purpose, if it will help them move up the network ladder, even if only a notch. Fact. They’ll “smile a smile and still be a villain.” Every single member of the network I have ever met in this life—without exception—constantly shows their utter contempt for anything of the higher dimensions and anyone not beholden to the dark side. Contempt is the darkest of all the shades of hatred. In contempt and feeling contemptuous, the most hideous evil acts can spring forth. I know, for I have had the whole bag of them directed at me in my life.
They will come at you with a smile, but it’s a sneer and a smirk. They will come at you as your friend, to better position you for the kill. They will come at you…and without mercy and remorse. For remorse is a soul quality, something they killed out a very long time ago, in previous lives. And now, the darkest of the dark are walking this earth, as are the brightest of the bright. Both are here now.
The dark lords and their minions are walking the earth. You see them all the time. Blacked out eyes, lizard eyes, and one common trait among them all. Total contempt for anything of God, our Father. Him they hated first. His children, they hate now. Being a child of God makes you a target they can sink their teeth into, and sink they will. Every single chance they can get. Without letup. Until you are dead.
Such is the way of Earth. The ultimate prison planet.
The awakening process makes them visible. You’ll see them wherever you go, their eyes going black like a doll’s eyes, fiery hatred flashing out from their aura. Cold, icy, scorn pouring from them as they coolly appraise you as the prey that they see you as. Then the smirk appears. Mutual recognition. You SEE EACH OTHER. You extend your hand in understanding and compassion; they extend their claws to rip out your throat, for that is what they want to do. Only orders higher up the network food chain prevent them from slaughtering you right there.
Here’s a tidbit. Every time a lizard is around, whatever messenger angels happen to be around as well, stare at them. That’s right, these angels never take their eyes of them, the fiery ray of their beingness beaming directly into the eye sockets of the reptiles. Without judgment, but always, watching them. The glance keeps the “snappers” from going off the rails and killing everyone in the room, very often.
Remember this well, for awakening means just that, you will awaken to the truth of reality. And the lizard people are part of that truth. THEY LIVE. THEY ARE. And their only credo is “do what thou wilt shall be the whole law.” And that means that anything is possible. And given the murders, poisons in our water supply, our breathable air with chemtrails, the programming of our children through the medium of TV and Radio, Implants, Hard Drugs, et al, does anyone question what their motivations are, other than wholesale death and slaughter for all those not like them?
Awakening as a process is by degrees. It’s also big jumps, too. Depends upon the soul, how responsive they are and to what degree so, given the energy being poured upon this planet of death from our reptile friends.
See, for all this evil, is also a corresponding opportunity. We can respond to the Spirit of Christ and leap thousands of years ahead and into the next phase, leaving this berg behind for good and all. Some choose to stay and help the struggling; others move along. Many will simply be food for evil. For that is freewill. To be or not to be, the eternal question.
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